I don't feel like I am. But thank you.

[ He has to laugh, dragging his hands down his face. See? It's all he can say. ]

I appreciate that. And I... I do care. I care about you a lot. I care about him too, but- the last two people I said it to- they left me in the lurch, so maybe I just don't think saying it so quick is the answer.

I want it. I do. But he's already talking about our future together and I'm just.

[He blows out a breath, shaking his head.]

I'm still stuck in my head.